Nerdy Justin | n.0.t.e


well, it's my birthweek. I turn 34 this Friday.
no real plans. I've became a total shut-in/hermit since all this
medical stuff began. I only leave my house for doctor appointments
and maybe a rare grocery-related trip out. my anxiety has became
much more harsh with all of this. I barely feel human anymore.
I feel like everyone is staring at me and they all know I'm dying.
I'm still on the fence about taking medication for it. I hate feeling
the whole "artificial" feeling that comes with medication of sorts.
I gotta do something soon though. I gotta get out of bed and back to
some kind of life. I'm just gonna have to really force myself and hope
that by doing so, things begin to snap back into place and I can get back
some of what I've lost or "misplaced" to have some quality of life again.
I don't know.. I truly do hate people and being social, but there's people
in my life that deserve more than text messages and facebook posts.
I do desire to see the new Power Rangers movie this weekend though!

                                                -Monday, March 20th, 2017 @ 03:56:48 PM


The new Power Rangers movie opens next week. I'm pretty stoked.
I hope to see the midnight showing of it, if it isn't freezing outside.
Nothing much else going on. Still recovering from medical crap that began
back in October of last year. Ridiculous, but hopefully worth it eventually.
I'm also in the middle of creating a new "media server" in our bedroom.
Trying out new methods of streaming and my own personal cloud service to assist.
So far, meh. Got a ways to go. Fun thing about creating new software is you
always end up stumbling upon code that you can use in something else you're
currently making or could make.
In closing, I am trying to get back into the torrent scene again. This time I
am using my own name basically "[NerdyJustin]" since the recent changes
in the "interweb lawz" and such. I really wanna concentrat on older, hard-to-find
movies and television shows. Gotta keep that shit alive somehow, yo.

                                                -Thursday, March 16th, 2017 @ 09:08:11 AM


we're getting a new bed today. I'm pretty stoked. big king bed.
should be enough room for all four of us. our two cats currently take up more than they should as it is.
little fuckin' chubby fatass whores. they need to go out and get a Goddamn job.

                                                -Sunday, Feburary 19th, 2017 @ 08:26:41 AM


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                                                -Saturday, Feburary 18th, 2017 @ 01:13:22 PM